In that moment where you read something you never wanted to, or see what you couldn’t have fathomed on seeing. Your heart sinks to your knees and your joints won’t stop shaking. Your eyes grow cold, and begin to water. Your fingertips won’t stop shaking, and your body feels so much heavier than usual. Everything you ever wanted crashes right in front of you. No warning, no sign, nothing. You watch your world that you’ve built collapse around you, realizing everything was a lie, or even just a waste. Your heart beats faster, and you’re skipping breaths. It’s painful really. You wouldn’t think so, but emotional pain is far worse than physical.
